Presence with Mesmerism

In March 2011 I travelled to Melbourne to study Mesmerism, Fascination and Gaze with Dr Marco Paret. Prior to the course, I was working in a job that on the surfaced seemed great, however I was not happy and energetically I was drained. I knew the course would bring changes.  My level of stress and fear of the future was at a record high and it was very difficult to get any real clarity and guidance from myself.

I had a private session with Dr Paret and he gave me no answers from himself, which was perfect! But at the time I felt frustrated. Because I wanted the quick fix answers and instant results.

He helped bring me back into the present moment in which I truly felt peace and he instructed me exercises to practice presence. The reason why I said it was perfect that he gave me no answers, is because he did not dis-empower my own inner knowing and truth. He reflected truth back to me and showed me that my own conscious/unconscious is the best guidance and truth. Which re-enforced the power to seek within, rather than disperse presence and power externally.

II gained a thirst for wanting to learn more and more, typically I started out enthusiastically and then as time ticked on I wasn’t as enthusiastic. My goal is to integrate with balance in my life these new tools consistently.

In September 2011, I will be traveling to Nice, France where I will attend another course with Dr Paret. The end result of what I will gain is not fully revealed as yet. What I do know is, the more I trust what is a “knowing”, becomes wisdom which I will share in the world.  And I feel relaxed, that I do not exactly know as yet. All I do know is that I am called to be there and so I will go. Operating from this level of faith, trust and surrender takes courage indeed. As my logical mind is being a bully, demanding to plan and take charge over everything and it’s main theme is “this is silly, where are you getting the money from? and you will fail”!

Being fully present is a solution to this mind busyness and stress. When I am fully present with myself and higher power or consciousness, everything is ok in that moment. I feel peace, joy, happiness, strength, humility and safety in this world. Which is totally opposite to what the news, internet, television says is impossible to experience. And it is from that presence place, that I gain the clarity and direction to make choices in my Relationships, Money, Career and Well Being.

As my martial arts trainer @ EOS Academy, Steve Compton says “The mother of all success is repetition” repetition.. repetition..

Another truth is, practice… practice …practice